[ He lets go of her chin, eyes boring into hers, looking very serious. So she doesn't know about Gansey, she doesn't know about himself, on the verge of death. She doesn't know about his mother, and everything else that fell apart until Gansey sacrificed himself.

She doesn't know, and Ronan is pretty sure he can't tell her. ]

So you haven't gone to the hospital, yet?

[ There are some things he must be able to say, right? Things like Gansey telling him and Adam about their relationship - as if they were oblivious, blind idiots. Well, Adam might have been, considering his reaction, but Ronan hadn't really cared. Of course he hadn't cared, his crush on Gansey had long ago turned into a brotherly love.

He bites on the insides of his lips then, eyes scanning the room for Adam again, before he looks back at Blue. ]

Okay. Adam and I - the ones that are here, in this... world, with you? We're from your future. [ It sounds so insane. But Blue is used to time being funny. ] We've lived through you getting this injury. We came to see you in the hospital. Noah was possessed, and that - that thing, it possessed parts of Adam, too, later.

[ Ronan remembers, starkly, darkly, being attacked by Adam. After heated kisses and falling asleep tangled up in each other, the next time they touched was when Adam tried to gouge his eyes out. Not Adam. It hadn't been Adam. ]

It's connected to Cabeswater.