No, it's- Well. It's a little complicated. I'm basically made of ki. It's what animates me and my people. [ They're corporeal, but... They kind of bend the idea of what's 'real' in some ways. There's a reason her kind are called apparitions, after all. ] It's finite, in a sense. I mean. It recovers if I give it time and rest. If I use too much too quickly though, it'd kill me but there's, uh. A safeguard for that? Basically, a reserve of ki that's enough to keep me living if I use the rest up on anything else. So if I use all the ki I can for my ice powers, it stops. Unless I tap into that reserve - which I can and have - but that's only for dire situations.
[ She's only had to use it once in the ring. An opponent who wouldn't go down and freezing them solid had been the only way to have a shot at killing them. But that was a lot more energy than she had to expend and... probably one of the closer times to dying she'd gotten there. ]
Yeah, I. I talked to Rafa about it, a little. [ A pause, though. ] To be fair, I don't think I could handle monogamy so I think we're even there. Too confining for me.
[ It's. Hm. For Rose, someone who was told the majority of her life she was worthless and could never be loved, it's a bit addicting in a sense to have that kind of attention. She craves it, thrives off of it.
Even so, she sometimes thinks Vanyel's love is enough. Which is where she struggles. She doesn't mind him opening up his bed to others, but his heart is... It isn't just hers and she doesn't know what to do about that or the fact that it bothers her, honestly. So she doesn't think about it. Since that's totally a solution, right? ]
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[ She's only had to use it once in the ring. An opponent who wouldn't go down and freezing them solid had been the only way to have a shot at killing them. But that was a lot more energy than she had to expend and... probably one of the closer times to dying she'd gotten there. ]
Yeah, I. I talked to Rafa about it, a little. [ A pause, though. ] To be fair, I don't think I could handle monogamy so I think we're even there. Too confining for me.
[ It's. Hm. For Rose, someone who was told the majority of her life she was worthless and could never be loved, it's a bit addicting in a sense to have that kind of attention. She craves it, thrives off of it.
Even so, she sometimes thinks Vanyel's love is enough. Which is where she struggles. She doesn't mind him opening up his bed to others, but his heart is... It isn't just hers and she doesn't know what to do about that or the fact that it bothers her, honestly. So she doesn't think about it. Since that's totally a solution, right? ]