[ Why can't she just have it all? The way she wants? The idea that her and Farraige, or worse, her and Vanyel might not be compatible in the end because they ultimately want different things is... She doesn't want to think about it. ]

I will. Eventually. [ Maybe. Okay, no, she will. She just... needs to work up the courage to apologize after being so terrible. ]

It's not. A bad thing? I guess. I mean, I just- I know how he is. Or how he was, before me. That seemed to make him happiest. I never wanted to take that away and I guess I panicked and thought maybe I did.