[ for a few seconds, nico opens and closes his mouth, not sure how to answer. because he doesn't know the answer himself. eudio was such a defining part of his life, but he doubts the people that made it that way are still there, not after everything. loki was gone, likely with dick and with him, like loki said they'd be. and percy... nico had no idea if percy was somewhere stuck in the void like mark or if percy made it back to camp. either way, everything they'd built up was gone forever and part of nico desperately wants that back. ]

There was someone there I loved and he was finally starting to love me back. But now... I don't know. I wouldn't go back there if he's not there too.