[ Honestly? Rose isn't sure what it's 'about' most of the time. This is all... It's very new. She'd spent most of her life convinced that she'd never with anyone, that she wasn't deserving of such a thing.
Some days, she still thinks she isn't. But ever since opening her heart to Vanyel and Farraige, it's just- It was such an amazing experience with both of them that she wanted more, that she wanted to allow herself to keep having that kind of unique, wonderful experience with other people. Opening her heart and them opening theirs in kind. She could see now why people described love as a drug; it was certainly addictive for Rose. ]
I guess I didn't think about it like that. I don't know. Maybe after the fair and it got me in trouble, I started thinking about it a lot and what I want.
[ Unfortunately, she hasn't figured much out since then.
Either way, she gives Alec a raise of her brows at the 'talk to people about it' comment. Then she smiles. ]
Yeah, yeah, I know. I'm doing better! Most... of the time.
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Some days, she still thinks she isn't. But ever since opening her heart to Vanyel and Farraige, it's just- It was such an amazing experience with both of them that she wanted more, that she wanted to allow herself to keep having that kind of unique, wonderful experience with other people. Opening her heart and them opening theirs in kind. She could see now why people described love as a drug; it was certainly addictive for Rose. ]
I guess I didn't think about it like that. I don't know. Maybe after the fair and it got me in trouble, I started thinking about it a lot and what I want.
[ Unfortunately, she hasn't figured much out since then.
Either way, she gives Alec a raise of her brows at the 'talk to people about it' comment. Then she smiles. ]
Yeah, yeah, I know. I'm doing better! Most... of the time.