[ Some people learn to enjoy a bit of chaos in their lives, she supposes. Rose never has been the most put together person to begin with, so. It almost seems to suit her, in a way, being a little messy. She prefers the terms spontaneous or exciting though over 'messy.' ]

I know. [ Even if it sure doesn't seem that way. It's complicated. A lot of times she takes other people's feelings into too much consideration, decides for them what they should or shouldn't feel instead of talking to them about what they actually feel and going forward. She's gotten better, of course, but it still needs some work. ]

And... I guess I do. It's not that I don't appreciate what I have, I just. What I have is so great, it makes me want more. Y'know? Like when you eat something delicious, you never want to finish it. That kind of feeling.