I suppose that's true. It does help keep me from seeing too much of it through rose tinted glasses. I think if I remembered too much I might actually let myself fall in love with my ex again.
[she says, like a part of her isn't and won't always be. Denial is fabulous]
Indeed it has. Really, if I'd wanted to be a part of their lives still, I could very well have. It just would have meant pretending to be a great deal of things I wasn't. Like, for starters, heterosexual. And that would have been dreadfully boring, as well as probably driving me over the edge sooner rather than later.
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[she says, like a part of her isn't and won't always be. Denial is fabulous]
Indeed it has. Really, if I'd wanted to be a part of their lives still, I could very well have. It just would have meant pretending to be a great deal of things I wasn't. Like, for starters, heterosexual. And that would have been dreadfully boring, as well as probably driving me over the edge sooner rather than later.