001 ❚ two truths and a lie ❚ daemon: cinnad ( cw: hunting/dead animals )

[hangingtree]

[ For those very few people here who might know Katniss, she's been oddly quite the past couple of months because the player had an unexpected and lengthy hiatus whoops. She's been spending time exploring the area in depth, trying to get a good feel for the land, and has also been scouting out good hunting spots. Not to mention the research and observation she's been trying to do to understand the wildlife of the area better.

As she's making her way back to the place she's squatting and calling home, Cinnad decides to broadcast for her and judging by the way she's ignoring the daemon, a bird-like creature held in one hand, quite obviously a recent kill from her trip into the woods. ]

2 TRUTHS AND A LIE
Preferred Alias: Katniss

1. I have a good singing voice.
2. I taught myself how to shoot a bow.
3. I don't know what pizza is.

One Of These Is A Lie

[ When she hears the sound of a message being sent, Katniss looks over her shoulder, brow furrowed. The furrow turns into a deep scowl as she reads through the broadcast. ]

I swear, I'm going to find someone to reprogram you so you can't post things without my permission. Or, better yet -- [ she reaches out to swat Cinnad with her empty hand but he steps back easily, the feed jostling somewhat ] -- I'll find a way to cook you.

It could be worse, [ Cinnad offers. ] I could have shared something truly personal.

Comments

[hangingtree]

Eight months, give or take a few days.
At least we're not the only ones that remember it.

[ It makes Katniss feel better; if no one remembered it, she'd be concerned it had all been a dream, or that she'd merely gone insane. ]

[miss_brilliant]

Yeah. I hadn't decided if I was going to remember or not when I went back home, but now I'm glad to know it wasn't just a really detailed dream.

[because it would have felt like it, a place where she'd walked and drove and done so many things that had been more than she ever dared to hope for]

[hangingtree]

You fulfilled your incentive before ending up here?

[ Katniss might be a little jealous of that. Of course, it's Katniss, so it was bound to take much longer for her than probably just about anyone else in Eudio. ]

Is that where you got your ability?

[ Amanda had said it was from a prison world, so she expects the answer to be no, but it could still be possible. ]

[miss_brilliant]

Yeah. Well. Technically, it happened right I arrived. I was in an accident when I was a kid, I got hurt in a way that meant I couldn't live on my own. They fixed that. So I was just working off the debt.

[it's not exactly embarrassing to discuss, but still awkward. Still something she doesn't really know how to bring up, there's no exact science to figuring out what will make a certain person pity her for it]

No. Something happened in the prison world, before we got there, that changed some people. I guess to blend in, F.A.T.E.S decided some of us needed to be like that too.

tamw you forget about the event that happened when you were on a lengthy hiatus...

[hangingtree]

Oh.
Glad they fulfilled their end of the bargain.

[ Katniss still isn't sure if they'd followed through on hers. Finnick was alive and well when she got to Eudio, but he went home and she has no idea if he went back to live or die. ]

Did they do that with a lot of people?

[miss_brilliant]

Yeah. My big worry was if it would stick when I got home like they said it would. I guess the fact I'm still healed here means it would have.

I didn't always know how to ask about it, but I think they did for several. It always felt intrusive to ask first. I didn't mind talking about what they did for me, but for me people always knew by looking at me that something had happened, so it felt strange that people didn't after I got there.

[hangingtree]

Or it's just something that works in alternate worlds.

[ Sorry, Amanda, Katniss is an untrusting pessimist despite how many people told her in Eudio that their incentives were actually fulfilled when they went back home briefly. ]

How could they tell by looking at you?
That's probably an intrustive question. You don't have to answer.

[miss_brilliant]

[it's okay, she's...considered that. She tries to stop considering it pretty quickly]

Possibly. A couple people who had similar incentives and had gone and come back told me it worked, but I'm too much of a scientist to believe it without solid proof myself.

No, it's okay. I had to tell the story a lot by people who often weren't very polite in how they asked it.

I was in a car accident, and it broke my neck. Because of the way it happened, I couldn't feel or move anything below my chin. I had a ventilator, a machine that breathed for me because I couldn't do it myself. And a wheelchair. It was kind of hard to ignore, even when people said they didn't see it. It was more upsetting for people to tell me they didn't see me as disabled, because I was.

[hangingtree]

I think that's a good way to be, honestly.

[ Katniss isn't a scientist, of course, but she's still skeptical af.

She's not entirely sure how to respond to Amanda's explanation; it's terrible, of course, but Katniss isn't exactly known for her empathy or tact. ]

People actually claimed they didn't see all of that?

[miss_brilliant]

Yeah. Well. Metaphorically, not literally.

They tried to use it as a way to tell me they didn't see me as broken, I guess. But it just made me feel more like they did since they made such a production out of it. It was easier to deal with the people who actually said awful things instead of finding the most ridiculous ways around letting me know I made them uncomfortable.

I guess a lot of people didn't know how to handle a kid who was living with that though, or when I got older knowing I'd lived like that a lot longer than I hadn't. It was never okay but I got used to all of it. Sort of.

[hangingtree]

[ There's a somewhat long stretch between Katniss receiving that message from Amanda and her responding to it. Not because she knows what it's like to be paralyzed or anything, but because it makes her think of all the things she's faced and all the things she's adjusted to or done to survive. ]

It's amazing what we can get used to if we have no other choice.
But it's good, that the Eudio representatives actually followed through for you. Hopefully it sticks when you save your world here and get to go back home.