[ Though a part of him is still baffled Thor is taking this time. He had been so sure things would be over. That things are over. And yet . . . here they were. Loki isn't sure how to reconcile that in his heart. The fear is so well-ingrained in him now, the constant sensation of hanging off a bridge and being told no. Everything he does is to escape ever being in that position again.
And yet.
Thor was right. Loki wasn't listening. He didn't want to listen. He didn't want to get his hopes up again. He wants to go home, but he has no belief home wants him. He wants his brother, but can't shake that underlying unease of being pushed back into the background once more, a shade to Thor's greatness. He wants someone, anyone to acknowledge how fucked up the situation with Odin was, but no one would dare.
It is easier to close himself off than let any possibility bloom. He's frightened and Thor's presence brings back that hope and despair mingled in his chest. ]
no subject
[ Though a part of him is still baffled Thor is taking this time. He had been so sure things would be over. That things are over. And yet . . . here they were. Loki isn't sure how to reconcile that in his heart. The fear is so well-ingrained in him now, the constant sensation of hanging off a bridge and being told no. Everything he does is to escape ever being in that position again.
And yet.
Thor was right. Loki wasn't listening. He didn't want to listen. He didn't want to get his hopes up again. He wants to go home, but he has no belief home wants him. He wants his brother, but can't shake that underlying unease of being pushed back into the background once more, a shade to Thor's greatness. He wants someone, anyone to acknowledge how fucked up the situation with Odin was, but no one would dare.
It is easier to close himself off than let any possibility bloom. He's frightened and Thor's presence brings back that hope and despair mingled in his chest. ]