[ His smile is wry and bitter. As always, Thor thinks himself at the center of all things. Or the one with the means to fix it. Loki is hardly surprised. Thor had a tendency to barrel through. Even if he has gentled his manner somewhat, he doubts that will ever change. Thor's tactical abilities were meant for the battlefield, not his errant brother and the politics that complicated their lives. He runs his fingers through Sabella's fur.
Does it help to hear such things spoken out loud? Yes. In a way, Loki thrives on knowing Thor aches as much as he does, that every wound is mimicked, scar for scar, blood for blood (because they no longer share that common bond). Loki has never stopped loving Thor, but his head will collapse. He has barely scavenged enough parts of himself to form a new whole, a barely fleshed out person meant to survive this new landscape.
It is foolish (i am a fool) but he cannot be sorry anymore (i'm sorry, i'm a fool).
Still, Loki tempers his tone, soft. ]
I never blamed you for that.
But I don't think you fully understood what happened.
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Does it help to hear such things spoken out loud? Yes. In a way, Loki thrives on knowing Thor aches as much as he does, that every wound is mimicked, scar for scar, blood for blood (because they no longer share that common bond). Loki has never stopped loving Thor, but his head will collapse. He has barely scavenged enough parts of himself to form a new whole, a barely fleshed out person meant to survive this new landscape.
It is foolish (i am a fool) but he cannot be sorry anymore (i'm sorry, i'm a fool).
Still, Loki tempers his tone, soft. ]
I never blamed you for that.
But I don't think you fully understood what happened.