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𝙽𝙰𝙼𝙸-𝚂𝚆𝙰𝙽. 🍊 ([personal profile] money) wrote in [community profile] xistentia2017-11-28 09:04 pm

daemon: junod, video.

( be well, xistentia! and enjoy the look of a handsome man lighting up your daemon screens, well-dressed by the looks of it, and certainly not missing an accessory here or there. from the silver in his ears down to the intricate locks of rings around his fingers, this man seems to be the very epitome of fashion — from somewhere, at least. nonetheless, he radiates confidence, with a sly smile that seems to know something you, specifically, don't but — what he knows, or if he really knows anything at all, remains to be seen.

waggling his fingers,
)

Hello and a very warm greeting to you, Xistentia! My name is Colton. I apologize for not introducing myself sooner, but I was a touch distracted, what with the war and whatnot. Such terrible times. And a terrible welcome party, for me!

Allow me the chance to sweeten some welcome for all of us newcomers, hm? Myself and resident Juno Steel will be hosting a party in the following weeks in a ... ah, 'get to know the neighborhood' type vein. It's also a rather poor excuse to gather a launch party for my lingerie store, Pulsar, which will be up and rising soon enough.

Hope to see you all there! Do give us a mention if you plan on coming, yes? I've promised to go live in the mountains and never show my face again if no one attends, no pressure to all of you, of course. ( and just before he says goodbye, ) Did I mention dress-up is necessary? I certainly hope I did. Bring me your best, Xistentia, I expect no less!

Ta!
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[personal profile] monologue 2017-12-17 04:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the point of contact for the kiss practically explodes into heat and juno does his best to remain absolutely still against it, the barest sigh passing his lips as peter settles his hands on him. it's... well, it feels okay, for the moment. that they're alright. staring in this mirror, it's not at all like they've been through hell and back, like juno's gone and left him for a city that doesn't love him back. it feels like they've been doing this for a long time even if they've still got a hell of a lot to learn about each other. he knows far more about nureyev than nureyev could ever claim to know about him, research or not.

he glances down at bit at the hands stilled on his waist, lifting his own up to hold them for a moment before pulling away in response to all of that. ]


Alright, alright, then, [ his fingers slip up Peter's wrist, guide him towards the door and nudge with his knee a little, the skirts shifting out of place again. it's a nudge that could be considered rude by most, playful to maybe a handful of people that know juno. the timbre of his voice rough, the laughter behind it half-concealed. ] Out you go. A lady's gotta have his privacy.

[ a brief squeeze of the wrist there, a stroke of the thumb, before he shoos Peter out thoroughly and locks the door again, bracing his back against it a moment and letting himself feel the flush surge from the top of his head down to the tips of his toes, a brief moment he relishes in before shaking it off. he peels off the first dress slowly, deciding wisely not to treat it like the rest of his clothes (sort of half bundled up on the edge of the small bench in the dressing room). he hands it up and moves onto the next, a warm shade of peach that feels even softer and more luxurious on his fingertips. the first felt like a warm up, this second one makes juno feel a little bit more like he can do this. the phantom sensation of fingers on his hips, the kissed sensation tattooed on his cheek... well.

he might be a little more resolute to get this dress on, taking extra care with the draping, the fabric, more than he'd usually take, until he gets to the concept of the clasps and zipper in the back - which start out fairly low, but the reach is awkward and he gets about halfway up before realizing he may need to (unfortunately) call in for reinforcements.

which takes a good five to seven minutes for him to ask.

which results in the door cracking open just a bit, juno holding the top portion of the dress up, part of it draped over his shoulder, the other bare. it's... cold, but at the same time, juno (a dumbass all the same) is very much aware of how he looks sticking his neck out like a tease. ]


I need a little help with this one.
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[personal profile] monologue 2017-12-17 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't be a smartass, [ juno mutters, straightening his shoulders as peter evaluates and lets his fingers trail up the zipper. he expects him to just zip it up, but really, who would he be if he didn't... do it with a flourish. and by flourish, clearly that means... kissing him. juno feels the first one the moment peter's head ducks down, wonders just why he's leaning in until he feels the soft press of soft lips against his spine, bringing him to jerk a little in surprise. the zipper moves up a couple of inches, and then another kiss presses itself there, a slowly moving path that gathers up fabric against his skin, leaving him warmed with every breath peter leaves behind. in that precise moment, juno wants to know what would happen if he turned around and said fuck it to the dress.

but he stays where he is, fingers flexing a little with each kiss, bracing himself as they climb higher until finally nureyev's nose brushes softly against the back of his ear, pressing in close so that they're back to chest against and peter is clearly admiring the piece draped over him.

juno thought that maybe it'd look decent, but he's not as fond of it as he thought he would be.

he lifts fingers up as if to push a bit of hair behind his ear, makes a vaguely dismissive gesture with his hand as he does it, tips of his fingers brushing the warmth of nureyev's head behind his for a moment, just to touch... maybe even to keep him there for half a second longer as he evaluates the dress himself.

... he doesn't hate it but.

his eyes glance over to the two other pieces waiting. ]


Guess I gotta give everyone a fair chance, huh?

[ he turns his head, looking at him just out of the corner of his eye before reaching back and splaying fingers over the clasp that's just be done up. he could undo it himself, he realizes, at this distance, fingers quite clearly capable of flicking it open, but he gives a big sigh instead.

two can bullshit. ]
Unzip. Then you're out again. [ a beat, a warning that isn't really a warning, more mutual understanding. the kisses are... nice. but they're pushing it. juno can feel his shoulders practically blush under the attention alone and this isn't the best place for all of this. behind a flimsy little door, even as tempting as it might be. he bites his lip a little, the motion unconscious again, working it over slowly and then with an added, clipped set of words. ] No funny business.
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[personal profile] monologue 2017-12-18 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ as soon as peter leaves, juno immediately strips out of the rest of the dress, letting it pool visibly at his ankles from the bottom of the door. there’s strategy to this, the kind that nureyev would normally employ, he’s almost certain. the cool air on his skin, the flush heating over his cheeks, the way the silken fabric feels on his skin sliding down and then gathered up in his hands as he steps out of it slowly and begins to return it to its proper hanger. the third dress is hanging there next to the slightly shoved aside pants, a skirt that is tiered in all kinds of rich jewel tones that make juno’s fingers twitch with anticipation as he reaches for it and begins to slowly layer it on.

this isn’t an experience he’d ever thought himself taking part in... not even in his wildest dreams. he looks down at each individual skirt, how they layer over one another in fantastical, intricate patterns that as he gathers them in his hands, pulling them in and close, he feels like he has to most definitely be day dreaming or something.

or it’s a nightmare and he’s about to fall through the floor and into a giant birthday cake again while his mother’s voice mocks him from on high.

he shakes his head and continues dressing, finding no trouble with this dress. but it feels so rich between his fingers, almost as if he’s sullying it with his touch, every scarred finger falling atop embroidered ridges as he lets the skirts settle and the draping sash fall naturally over his arm. looking in the mirror in this moment makes him pause a moment, eyes trailing down over where it comes down at his waist and spreads out in all kinds of colors that he hadn’t dreamt of wearing in years. emeralds and sapphires and ruby reds hidden cleverly underneath those cooler colors that make his fingers shake as he lifts them up and then drops them. a breath. hesitance.

he reimagines the sensation of peter’s hands on his hips, the feel of his mouth on his spine climbing slowly with the zipper. the prickling feeling that had crawled all the way up to the nape of his neck has tattooed itself so thoroughly, like the scent of him into the folds of his brain.

juno’s voice is soft as he opens his eyes, half breaking. ]


Get in here.
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[personal profile] monologue 2017-12-18 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ juno doesn’t even bat an eyelash at being crowded near a bench, dropping down slowly and automatically making space with his legs for peter to slide between them. his hands are warm, slender and strong, skimming up his ankle, his thigh, his hip in a way that is so completely aware of itself and kind that it makes juno want to implode then and there. his breathing is controlled, fingers twitching a little in the skirts as peter’s hands find the skirts and begin to shift them around. he can see the patterns begin to actually line up, and the dress is actually even more beautiful this way as he looks down, fabric crinkled over his spread knees as peter shoulders up against his thighs and brings them close enough that juno’s entire body throbs with the proximity.

this is dangerous.

more so than before because peter is so suffused in his own scent, in the way his eyes are focused low the way you’d ogle someone’s mouth for fullness. juno’s tongue slides out briefly, wets his lower lip as he settles against the bench, fingers coming up to rest themselves in the warmth of peter’s hair as he stares back at him—drawn in by his eyes, trapped nearly with the words anchored to his throat and unwilling to leave. ]


It’s nice... but it’s not me...

[ juno nearly whispers it out, fingers curling in the smooth, silken strands of his well-kept hair, thumbs pressing against his scalp. with every breath the skirts seem to protest with a rustling noise, leaving juno that much more aware of how the chill of the dressing room is pricking the skin of his thighs, front and back, bare except for black boxer briefs that feel much more constricted than before.

because maybe he is the kind of lady who could get off on something quick and desperate behind the kind of door, rattling and flimsy, with peter nureyev at the helm of his please and just the thought of that image alone makes him squirm just a bit more against the hands at his hips. ]


Just fixing the skirts, huh?

[ accusatory, but not angry as he pulls him up a little closer and lets his thighs press in that much more. this is probably a bad idea, really bad, definitely bad. he’s thought about this multiple times over the course of this trip alone and now he’s pretty sure he won’t be able to stop himself.

he doesn’t want to stop himself, likes this brief moment of having control where nureyev’s eyes are his and his mouth is his and he’s on his knees even though his stomach is turning and he feels like maybe on the other hand he should be the one on his knees.

apologizing again and again.

but maybe when they’re done with this. when they’re... at that weirdly cozy apartment and juno can say his name like the gift it really is. ]


You like it?
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[personal profile] monologue 2017-12-19 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ juno focuses in on peter's eyes, the closer they get, the closer his mouth gets. he exhales softly against his cheek as a kiss is pressed to the corner of his mouth, eyes focused on the corner of the dressing room as he sits with peter nureyev between his legs like he belongs there, like they were meant to fit together like this -

bullshit.

juno ruined that, didn't he?

but nureyev... peter is still kissing him with the doting kind of affection that says he doesn't seem to care for the past, just as he always has stated. that the now is the most important, that pressing forward reigns king. juno closes his eyes a moment, against his mouth, against his hand, turning his head to meet his mouth as he speaks and kiss him again at the very tail end of his words, eating them up slowly behind the flimsy closed door of the stall. the fabric of the dress shifts as juno presses up a little into his hand, indulging the warmth and skill of peter's palm as it barely whispers between his legs. enough to taste, not enough to satisfy and juno squirms a little at the very thought of that.

he turns his head and kisses him slowly on the mouth, pressing up against his hand with a sigh and trying to make this contact last as long as it can, stretching the moment out for once instead of trying to pass from one to the next for fear of it just becoming some kind of hideous nightmare he'll wake up sweating from. the skirts bunch up further around his waist as he greedily pulls peter up more with a strong grip, a firmer kiss and a barely-there growl just for him to hear.

words... mouth words. half mumbled over peter's mouth when he pulls back just a centimeter. ]
Should... we should finish what he came here for.

[ it's a hard choice to make, but hell. this - it's not the best place to do this kind of thing.

as much of a delight as this might be, juno can feel the sting from the awkward angle, knows it's not going to be... nearly as nice like this. hell, peter's going to have an awful time of it and maybe he's way more concerned about that as he tilts his head and kisses peter full on the mouth, holds it so he can taste the warmth of his mouth, breathe in whatever is left of that warm, spiced scent to him. he shifts, thighs coming down around him, scooting forward on the bench a bit and letting fingers down to re-situate the bunched up skirts.

he does leave peter's hand down there, however, pressing up against it one more time, maybe for self-indulgence, maybe to show him he's still interested. maybe to prove he's not... he's not going to run away (because where would you run to? says something dark and angry inside of him.) ]


I'll make the last one quick.
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[personal profile] monologue 2017-12-20 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ juno watches peter leave in a series of perfect motions that make him wonder if peter isn’t some kind of graceful alien himself, all smooth limbs and easy smile, a kiss that makes his lips buzz and his head hum with dizzying thoughts and memories of hands on his hips. the feel of which is practically tattooed there for the rest of his life probably. juno leans back against the bench a moment, breathing out slowly, as quietly as he dares. hands slowly begin to undo the clasps on the dress, smoothing the skirt down along with his legs, which feel too soft at the knee, but juno forces them stiff as he rises up and lets the skirt pool to the floor again.

the arousal low in his belly, something he hasn’t felt in months... it shows. he covers it up promptly with his hands as if he didn’t have underwear and a dressing room door already in front of him. thinking to that is enough to get him to slowly... slowly start to calm down a little. only a little, but enough.

now for the last one, which he looks over to briefly and hesitates. maybe he’s better off just getting a dress of peter’s choosing, let him have his fun. they liked the last one well enough right? but there’s a simplicity to the jacket and trousers cut in a cream and vibrant blue that has juno picking them up without hesitation and donning them, suddenly feeling a breath flood his lungs. it’s something like relief. even though the trousers are long and the jacket is no skirt, the way it closes up gives off a lovely illusion of it, parting in an a-line where it leaves his waist, baring the tattoo on his arm, multiple scars but in a way he doesn’t feel too out of place about.

this one feels... unequivocally him, even if the trousers themselves are long enough that he needs to lean down and take the time to fold them over twice to just above the ankle.

better.

all of it feels better, looking in the mirror, preening maybe a little because he likes how it looks on him in the shoulders. a lady who knows what he wants, which is what juno strives and fails to be constantly and boy does he know it. he glances down again at his knees, at the mirror, thinks about peter kissing his mouth, sliding polite hands up his thighs, enough to make him fuss a little with one fold of the jacket as he tries to steady himself with another toneless breath. peter, here with him, saying too nice things with too pretty words into his ear, his neck, the edge of his mouth. how dare he, right?

juno debates this with a scowl, playfully so, giving a self indulgent turn to admire himself in the mirror out of the corner of his eye. he leans over and unlocks the door to the changing room one last time, jerking a hand a way to point out something very important with his hands: pockets in the fold of the jacket, softly lined pockets he can stick his hands into.

of course. ]


What do you think of this one? A winner?

[ he turns a little when peter enters, a slow step around in a circle to let him see all the angles with a smile trailing over his lips. it absolutely is. ]
Edited 2017-12-20 12:53 (UTC)
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purrs

[personal profile] monologue 2017-12-22 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ he's breaking the weird unspoken rule they set from the minute peter walked in for the fourth time. he's breaking it and juno loves it for half of a heartbeat, his fingers gripping peter's upper arms, bearing his weight as best he can so he's not having to hold the entirety of him as he swoops him down and with a yelp following, eyes bright, hair a little more than out of place, and the flush still very much staining his face.

peter's arm under his palm, how close he is, how if they laid there on the ground, they could probably recreate just the right position from that one night on mars that still makes juno's entire body sing mournfully in memory of it. you stupid, stupid, stupid idiot moron dumbass. ]


Hey!

[ his lips set into a line as peter looks him over one last time and finally approves - but really, juno reminds himself what does he need approval for. there are a million and one retorts juno could pick from at the drop of a hat and he opens his mouth to spout one out, but instead, nureyev is plucking the tag from the sleeve of the jacket before he can protest about the price, solving the problem with the length of the pants, solving everything and breezing out. ]

Please don't go breaking the law or whatever the hell they keep around here for rules.

[ even though he's pleading with air he'll still say it. and now he's left half rocking on his feet as the door swings shut, fingering the little plastic bit where the tag once hung, heart still hammering, body taut with excitement and dread as he peels off the outfit and does his best to rearrange it on the hanger. it's not pristine, but it'll do as he pulls on the familiar fabrics of his old outfit again, right down to the way his jacket hangs on his shoulders with all the comforting weight of an old friend, blaster tucked away against his hip.

juno looks over at the outfit again, tagless, lips twisted in an unsatisfied little mou because peter shouldn't. he's not worth any kind of primping or dressing up. when's he going to toss him in the gutter? with that final thought, he steps out and makes a beeline to peter. ]
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[personal profile] monologue 2017-12-24 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
I wouldn’t go that far—wait what?

[ he slows a bit in his steps, feeling his fingers curl up ever so slightly into his palms at the thought. he hates that peter can read him like a book, as hard as he tries to glue all the damn pages between the covers. he looks down at his shoes, picking up pace just a little to keep peter from hovering so damn much. too close and he’ll probably be able to feel just how hot he is under his coat.

it’s clear he definitely doesn’t mind peter’s presence or being so close but damn if it isn’t hard to forget just how he’d pinned him to that bench, so close, hand between his legs in the sort of way that would have driven juno mad had it been any closer, firmer, skilled fingers...

he shakes his head with a dramatic kind of sigh to shake out the feeling, turning on his heel. ]


You’ve been busy.
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[personal profile] monologue 2017-12-25 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ he's taking notes that he's going to set on fire later because in the end he has no plans on becoming a master thief of any kind. old dog. new tricks. not happening. but there's a faint twitch of his mouth into a smile as he turns to speak. ]

Don't know, you with a pair of scissors to someone's head seems like too much power.

[ it's said fondly at least, the rasp of juno's voice very much there, almost similar to a grumble, but not exactly combative enough to be categorized as one. he pulls his coat together with a hand, making sure to follow nureyev's lead while keeping their very slight distance with one another, two planets in a gravitational orbit with one another. juno is too afraid to collide headfirst, for fear of hurting him, and peter more than willing to come in close again despite what he'd done to him before.

it's baffling. he would say he hates it, but god if his heart doesn't fucking... swell with the very thought of him. ]
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[personal profile] monologue 2017-12-31 04:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Me first: where'd you even learn to do this kind of thing?

[ juno asks right as he steps in. he's not going to even comment on the name - sexy? well. maybe. he's not sure. names have never really read as... sexy to him. at least not any time recently. maybe nureyev's name is a little sexy. a beat. shut up. nevermind. off topic. in any case, he's moving slowly through the store, hands still very much in his pockets now as he tries not to make eye contact with peter just yet. anything like that and he'll probably implode on the spot, all heat and frustration. it's peter's own fault, hands up his dress like that, mouth so close he can practically still feel it on his hips.

HE'S POINTEDLY IGNORING THE SHOE QUESTION. HAVEN'T YOU SPOILED HIM ENOUGH????? ]


I didn't take you for a... craftsman. Really. Not like this... you use this kind of cover before?
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[personal profile] monologue 2018-01-02 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ oh.

that's not the reaction he was expecting, nureyev looking nervy for half a second before he wipes it over with something that looks as though he's stolen the reins back from between juno's fingers again. he'll steer the conversation on track and juno will pull it where he wants to investigate again and again. that's how it's worked, hasn't it. he steps a little closer, shoulders brushing as he moves towards another wall.

the man who raised him. mag. juno knows this well enough, the memory like a fresh gouge in his brain even after all of these months. nureyev trusted him with whatever he'd seen in his brain, and hell, juno hasn't even told him, has he? told him what exactly it was that he saw back under that martian tomb. he looks down a bit and turns to lean against the wall, watching peter with a slight tilt of his head. ]


Good skill to have. You've uh... really put it to use here, then. Never really got the chance to see it, so. Can't blame me for being a little surprised.

[ half a beat, juno barely gives himself rest on that. ]

Which is my fault. I know.