Yeah. I don't know if it would have happened if I hadn't gone to Eudio, even if Nick had stayed on the ship. Because I would have still technically had a means to reach him.
God, I just thought about the fact I might have been pining for him into my fifties. I mean, I might still be, but. Not like I used to.
Then again, I might answer differently if he shows up and I get drunk, given what happened the last time I drank around him and what happened here when my inhibitions were similarly lowered.
[yeah, she's admitting that it's highly possible that she's the type who gets horny when she drinks or does other things. She might regret that]
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God, I just thought about the fact I might have been pining for him into my fifties. I mean, I might still be, but. Not like I used to.
Then again, I might answer differently if he shows up and I get drunk, given what happened the last time I drank around him and what happened here when my inhibitions were similarly lowered.
[yeah, she's admitting that it's highly possible that she's the type who gets horny when she drinks or does other things. She might regret that]