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єяα ☉ ωαrrισr σf ℓιghт ([personal profile] astralera) wrote in [community profile] xistentia2018-03-22 12:41 pm

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It seems I have been away for a time. My apologies to anyone who may have worried for my welfare.

[ she back! and has Been Through Some Shit but whatever she's cool. just pretend everything is fine like you haven't experienced failing to save your world again and eventually you'll be fine for real, right? right?? ]
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verfite me

[personal profile] earlywyrm 2018-03-23 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ don't make him ground you, young lady.

whatever happened back home for her, it seems traumatizing enough, and were she anyone else, the cuddling up to his chest might be a little weird for him, but era could be braiding his hair and putting lipstick on him and estinien would probably be fine with it.

She asks about Aymeric, and, well, Estinien doesn't generally lie to spare anyone's feelings, and hardly considers it a kindness to someone either. So, here we go. ]


Near tearing his hair out in anxiety, but he's fine. [ when is he not tearing his hair out in anxiety? it's what he does, he worries, he cares. aymeric's funny that way, but at least estinien has been around to ensure he doesn't do anything stupid in the mean time. ] He'll be better after seeing you whole.

[ wounded or not, he's sure she'll recover fine, and aymeric will just have to keep that in mind can calm himself, before estinien has to smack the sense into his fretting head. ]
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consider it verbrought

[personal profile] earlywyrm 2018-03-23 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ She doesn't need to explain more than that for him to know what she's meaning. How long has she been gone from here, if she was home for four moons. When she didn't return after a few days, he'd had to calm Aymeric by saying there's nothing the Warrior of Light couldn't handle that Aymeric could, so best he just stay put and wait.

Then, of course, Estinien went out looking for her instead. Because that doesn't mean back-up wouldn't be out of place. And yet, she'd been nowhere. ]


Nearly a sennight. [ He tells her, eyes casting down to the ash brown hair against his chest, her body seeming far too small to contain such a powerful force. ]

Where had you originally set off to go?
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[personal profile] earlywyrm 2018-03-25 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Surprised, Estinien's eyes turn down to her, breathless for a moment.

It isn't an answer he was expecting, but it's also pretty telling of where Era's mind had been recently. For her, it may have been many months, or years, since their friend's death, but for Estinien, he was only a few weeks at most. ]


Unicorns? To think they exist here...

[ while they perhaps exist somewhere in Eorzea, they aren't things seen in Ishgard ever. Such rare creatures. ]

Did you see them?

[ he realizes what's going through his mind right now must have been all Era was consumed with while she was there - Haurchefant would have loved this. His memory is a heavy weight on Estinien's heart. He'd been there as well as Era and Aymeric and all the others were, and they'd failed to protect him. Haurchefant, the best of them. He'd had so much to give to the world, and he was taken far too soon. ]
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[personal profile] earlywyrm 2018-04-06 01:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Thinking of their late friend, sorrow feels heavy in Estinien's chest, and he maybe holds era closer unconscious due to it, a slight squeeze against his chest, eyes cast down as he picks his way through the forest with her in his arms. ]

I'd like to go with you, if they allow it.

[ the unicorns. they seem like they'd be skittish creatures, and he's a tall ass elezen man who doesn't go anywhere without a lance. not the most reassuring of people. ]

Perhaps watch from a distance. I'm not the most soothing of presences, I know.

[ Also, he's not a virgin. Not sure if that myth really applies (he's never been around unicorns to test it), but he'd be cautious just in case. He wonders, for a passing moment, if Haurchefant considered that when he lost his v-card - that he wouldn't be able to approach unicorns if he ever found one. Probably did, the nerd.