it is all right. i would have stopped had we touched on something private.
with vex he said something to me that made it clear we could not be together, and in addition it is something i can never tell my husbands especially hunter that is not a situation i am pleased to be in.
he wanted me but only if he would be my only, and that cannot be. it is why i made certain you knew of my status before anything happened between us.
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This is public?
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of course
you thought it was not?
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much like a communal chat online.
PRIVATE;
Forgive me. I never would have said as much as I did if I had been aware of that.
permaprivate
Rafa keeps it private. ]
because you spoke of your powers?
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with vex
he said something to me that made it clear we could not be together, and in addition it is something i can never tell my husbands
especially hunter
that is not a situation i am pleased to be in.
he wanted me but only if he would be my only, and that cannot be.
it is why i made certain you knew of my status before anything happened between us.
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I see. I can understand his greed on a certain level. However, I believe you are at your most beautiful when your heart is open and generous.
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no one who has really loved me has ever asked me to change. i would not ask it of them,
either
so i miss him
but i am not choosing him over you. that day, i wanted what i had lost
it was not a good day. do you understand?
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I would deny you nothing, especially not comfort.
I would never ask you to change, Rafa.
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tonight, please.
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