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Xistentia: Mod ([personal profile] spoofer) wrote in [community profile] xistentia2018-04-01 05:11 pm

Forced Confessions

Characters: Ensemble cast, any/all characters of Xistentia!
Summary: At the end of a spring-time mingle party, D.E.S.T.I.N.Y. unleashes a psychic weapon that forces characters to confess their secrets to one another. Check out the mod announcement for more information.
Date(s): First 2 weeks of April 2018
Warnings/Notes: Psychic influence/coercion, potential trauma, etc. in confessions. Please use subject header warnings appropriately!

Forced Confessions Event
I admit I'm on the rebound And I don't care
Five-Day Party

It begins with a party, out in the woods of Xistentia, with drinks, food, and fairy lights. The glade is illuminated in a brilliant palette of jewel tones, the most intense where the dancefloor stretches out between glow-in-the-dark marked trees, punctuated by F.A.T.E.S.' ever jarring, mismatched combination of musical tunes. Not far from that, you have enclosures of soft bedding set aside in mood-lit shadows, and veiled by mosquito net, for those of us who prefer more privacy.

The deeper nightclub colors fade to a warm, lustrous gold where there are spaces to sit, socialize, and eat.

Dining options feature treats from across the multiverse, including spice candy that will make your tongue feel just the faintest touch of a sting, native meats prepared with sauces and salts, and a variety of fruit and vegetables, some of which have a bioluminescent glow. Some of the wines are strong enough to knock a werewolf's metabolism on its ass— and these are marked with an audio sign, repeating the same warning over and over.

Other liquid refreshments include a blood bar, courtesy of Rafaello d'Este's local business.
Psychic Bomb: The Confessions (April 5-14)

But on the fifth evening, D.E.S.T.I.N.Y. strikes. There's a warning— only 10 minutes in advance-- over the network, even while the vast majority of revelers are a little too busy to pay any attention to their daemons.

A black ball of some writhing, metallic substance abruptly comes tearing through the atmosphere, the size of your average adult human curled into fetal position. As it breaks through layers of gas, it adopts an orange glow for a brief instant. It's easily lost in the canopy, even for the most agile and practiced of Xistentia residents. It's impossible to tell what it is. A faint whine fills the air, and a moment later, the projectile detonates. The scent of tar fills the forest along with shouts of dismay. And too little too late, F.A.T.E.S. warning system begins to blare that a contaminant has entered the atmosphere.

However, apart from a few bruises, panic and partial deafness, nobody seems harmed at all. That is, until the compulsion sets in.

Your secrets, both large and small, suddenly become wrenching fodder for impulsive speech... or signing, texting, any multitude of communication methods wind up hijacked. The worst of it comes when you face someone you know and love. Sheer willpower might stave off the urge long enough for your character to get out of range for conversation, and it might be a good time to avoid company for awhile. It will come randomly, in spikes, for 2 weeks to follow.

Feel free to use the confessions thread here to start some textspam trouble!
Bomb Resolution (April 12+)

A week later, F.A.T.E.S. and both magic and science-minded researchers have analyzed the goop. The worst of the epidemic is localized around the party, though psychic ripples continue to be felt across Xistentia for a few days.

And now we need cleanup.

It's a motley group of unlikely volunteers. Some people are just lucky— they have no secrets they fear to share, or perhaps just no shame. Others are just good samaritans, willing to risk a terrifying level of honesty in the interest of preventing further damage to the relationships that make Xistentia run.

In any case, the group finds themselves armed with gloves, rubber suits, and floating glass containment orbs, manipulable with gestures, that can absorb the black ichor off the trees, earth, and furniture. This will be stored at the temple. And what we'll do with it—

Who knows. Or perhaps you and your compatriots have an idea for the substance permanent disposal to share.
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[personal profile] hasitsthorns 2018-04-11 12:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She had tried to do the same. Tried being the keyword there, really, because Misto was surprisingly persistent for someone so otherwise complacent and even-tempered. Vanyel of all people though knows how Rose find ways to unexpectedly burrow into one's heart; even when she doesn't mean to, which somehow makes it even more endearing (apparently).

To that, her lips only thin as she holds back words she knows will bite. A bad habit inherited from her father's side. He'd witnessed it at the fair and, unfortunately, it'd only gotten worse in her time back home.
] You're not invincible, [ she says. ] Just because you've done it twice or thrice or however many times doesn't mean you can do it against my type of dragons! This is my fight, not yours, and I'm not going to have anyone I love die trying when I know I have a solution that will work! It slowed him down before, it can stop him now- Why would I let you risk your life on a maybe when I have something certain?

[ Her own voice levels with his, heated with passion and hard-headedness. She's always been stubborn in so many ways but this is definitely something she's planted her feet in the ground about and isn't budging on so easily; she'd had this fight with all three of the Morgans in different ways and none of them had changed her mind yet, not even Misto. But because of the barbs in her throat, her hand is forced to be more truthful than she might otherwise be and continue softer now with, ]

Besides, you've got... You've got so much to live for, Vanyel. You've got children and people to return to back home and- I couldn't forgive myself if you died instead fighting in a war that wasn't yours that you only know about because of me in the first place. I just. I ruin everything. And this is my chance to do something good for once, so. I need. I need to do this.
drehnifusbahi: (*concerned look*)

[personal profile] drehnifusbahi 2018-04-12 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
[He knows all too well how endearing she can be, even when she's not trying. He never expected to fall in love or want to build any kind of life with her - but he does, which is probably a big part of why this revelation has come as such a nasty shock. He'd thought when she accepted his proposal that she wanted the same; to find out instead that she's been planning to go back to her own world for a suicide mission, had been since before he ever proposed... well, it feels like a betrayal of sorts.]

I know! [Another breath, another desperate bid for some sort of composure.] I know I'm not invincible, believe me. And I know there's a risk my powers won't work against your kind of dragons - but at least in my case it's just that: a risk. We can't know whether they will or won't without trying, and frankly, I'd rather take the risk and get hurt myself than stand aside and let you pull something we know will kill you!

[It's not anger so much as despair creeping into his voice now, as well as his expression as she keeps talking - especially when she claims she 'ruins everything.' But her softening makes him soften in turn, stepping in close enough to tuck a few stray curls behind her ear as he answers]

I don't particularly want to die, at least not any sooner than I can help. But Rose... I couldn't live with myself if I just let you go without at least trying to find a solution that doesn't call for your death. Yes, I have loved ones back home waiting for me, but... you're every bit as precious to me as they are. So please, don't ask me not to fight just hard for you as I would any of them.
Edited 2018-04-12 05:53 (UTC)
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[personal profile] hasitsthorns 2018-04-14 12:47 pm (UTC)(link)
No, [ she says but it isn't quite clear what she's saying it to. She can hear the pleading in his voice and it. It hurts her, honestly, to know that her death might affect him so. She's thought it before but thinks it again: she was never supposed to be this important to anyone.

Misto had sounded the same when they'd first talked about this opportunity, about what it would mean. He sounded the same every time they talked about it after. He was almost desperate to have her see his reasoning but she couldn't then and still can't now.
]

My life isn't more important than- than everyone else's. I can save people. I can- I can make a difference! I can stop this war! Why wouldn't I? Why would I let you take a risk that could get you killed when this is surefire? If you don't stop him and die, how am I supposed to be alright with that?

[ She can't be. She won't be. ]

No, [ she says again, drawing away from him. ]
drehnifusbahi: (*concerned look*)

[personal profile] drehnifusbahi 2018-04-18 06:45 am (UTC)(link)
It is to me. [The words slip out soft and unbidden - there's his deep dark secret, apparently.] It's more important to me than my own, even.

[When she tries to draw away, he follows, closing the distance between them every time she tries to create more. He's not about to let her run away again. He can't.]

If you do this, you will die, you said so yourself - and how am I supposed to be alright with that? How are any of us who love you supposed to be alright with it? [He catches the hand she wears her engagement ring on, thumb stroking over it as a nonverbal reminder - though he doesn't just mean her other boyfriends, or even Misto. He's thinking too of those she calls 'packmates'.]

I'm not asking you not to back and fight your war - how could I possibly? Just... before you do, let me try and find some other way. We have all this multiversal knowledge, all this technology and magic from all these different worlds, right here at our fingertips. What can it hurt, really, to at least look?

[There's an undeniably desperate edge to his tone now. He can't even pretend to be alright with the possibility of losing her, not now and likely not ever.]
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[personal profile] hasitsthorns 2018-04-18 01:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She doesn't know what to say. Rose isn't able to articulate a proper response to that because the last time someone said they would die for her they did. And she, despite believing she never would be able to, loves Vanyel even more than him.

For all the pieces her heart had broken into when Ren was killed saving her, she was eventually able to pick them again. In part because of Vanyel and others that had shown her she was capable of loving and being loved along the way. If the same were to happen to Vanyel as Ren though? She's not sure she'd be able to find a will to keep on living after him as she did back then. She's not sure she'd want to.
]

Don't say that, [ she finally answers, voice catching as she starts to bite back tears forming on her waterline. ] I'm not supposed to be able to live without you, not- Not the other way around? I know how silly that sounds, but I just. I didn't think. I was always told I was never going to be able to mean anything to anyone so I-

[ I believed it. And while he had proposed, while he is still here practically begging to give him a chance she supposes there's still some part of her telling her that she isn't worth anything despite it all. ]

I'm not going to say I won't, [ she continues instead, reaching out to keep him close now instead of drawing away. ] But I'll. I'll give you the chance. If you can't find a way though, I'm still. I'm going to do what I have to.
drehnifusbahi: (*concerned look*)

[personal profile] drehnifusbahi 2018-04-21 07:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[Vanyel's been remarkably fortunate, thus far, not to have lost anyone was especially close to. There were Malborn, Mirabelle, and Savos, of course, but in all of those cases he mourned the senselessness of their deaths and the lost opportunity to get to know them more than anything else.

With Rose, though? He'd damn near lost his mind when she was only missing. If she were to die... he'd probably become a permanent resident of the Shivering Isles in truth. And if his behavior that week was any indicator, he'd likely be destructive enough in his grief to make Alduin himself green with envy.]


It's only the truth. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, Rose, and I want that to be longer than... well, however much longer we're stuck here. So...

[So he can't be entirely happy, hearing that she won't abandon this plan of hers completely. But he can't honestly fault her for wanting to do whatever it takes to end a massive threat to her world, either. Even if he could, she's as stubborn as he is - this is the closest they're likely to come to a truly even compromise.]

I suppose that's all I can ask of you. [But despite his dissatisfaction at the outcome, he reels her in when she draws close, holding her like she might vanish at any moment if he doesn't.]
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[personal profile] hasitsthorns 2018-04-30 12:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It warms her heart, in a way, to know that she could mean so much to someone. But it's also a terrifying thing. She wouldn't to make anyone suffer, especially not Vanyel- But her need to do what she feels is right outweighs what pain he might have to bear in order for her worlds to be saved.

But hopefully, it won't come to that. Hopefully.
]

I do, too. I want it to be forever, [ she admits, thanks to D.E.S.T.I.N.Y.'s influence. This admittance, at least, isn't one that's bad. But it isn't something she'd outright say otherwise. ] And I don't know if that's possible, but... I hope we can find a way. I do.

[ She keeps her arms firmly around him, taking in his scent and warmth. ]

Are we... gonna' be okay?
drehnifusbahi: (*total sincerity*)

[personal profile] drehnifusbahi 2018-05-02 03:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[He's been in similar enough situations before that he doesn't -can't- begrudge her determination to do what she feels is right - whatever the cost. He still doesn't like it... but at least she's giving him a chance to help her find another way.

So for now, at least, there's still some shred of hope.]


As do I. [He admits, carding his fingers through her curls. It's a moment before he can answer the question, because... well, he's not sure himself. But he's not about to give her up, even now. So...]

I... Yes. I think so.
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[personal profile] hasitsthorns 2018-05-07 01:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[ A sliver, but- It's all that she's willing to give. It's all that she can. ]

Okay, [ she breathes out, clearly relieved. ] Okay, I just. I would get it, I guess, if we weren't. Or if this meant...

[ Changes. Second thoughts. She can't bring herself to say it but of course she had worried, if only briefly, what this might mean. ]
drehnifusbahi: (*concerned look*)

i actually hurt *myself* with this one so i apologize in advance >.>

[personal profile] drehnifusbahi 2018-05-08 03:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[Second thoughts? Maybe for a fraction of a second, if that. But... if her way does turn out to be the only way, he doesn't want their last words to each other to have been angry and bitter. Doesn't want to put her through any unnecessary pain. And...]

If- [He falters, has to start again.] If you do have to... do as you planned... I don't want to have wasted a moment, or... left anything undone, between us.

[By which he means: even if he can only be her husband until their time here is up, if that's all the life together they can have... he'd still rather have it than not.]
hasitsthorns: (Aɴᴅ ɪғ ʜᴏʟᴅɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀ ᴍᴇᴀɴs)

8((( how very dare

[personal profile] hasitsthorns 2018-05-12 01:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[ His words are like a stab to her heart with pinpoint accuracy. I don't want to have wasted a moment, he says, and she agrees wholeheartedly. That had been her plan too, hadn't it? Even if it was more indirect. Now that she's been exposed that hasn't changed but certainly tastes far more bitter than sweet. ]

Me neither, [ she says, giving a tired sort of sigh. She would have understood, if he hadn't wanted to stay. Rose had understood when Misto didn't. He'd come back, in the end, and maybe Vanyel would have as well but- She's glad that she didn't lose him to begin with. ]

So we'll make the best of it, alright? All the time we do have. And hopefully, if we get more time, then we'll just have to find ways to top it. Sound like a plan?

[ Maybe a little optimistic spin isn't a bad thing here. ]
drehnifusbahi: (*concerned look*)

[personal profile] drehnifusbahi 2018-05-13 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
[Vanyel almost certainly would, but - being apart would only hurt them both all the more, and waste time that might be very limited indeed.]

Yes, it does. [He says, with a tired sigh of his own. He's trying to be optimistic about this too, especially given his track record of succeeding at seemingly-impossible tasks through sheer bloody-minded determination... but just the idea of losing her terrifies him.

His grip tightens, just a little. It doesn't solve anything, but... it does make him feel just a tiny bit better, feeling her warmth and heartbeat and breath.]