It's tricky. While she'd escaped to the human world because she didn't want to live as someone she wasn't, she also... wasn't really herself there either. She was a wolf in sheep's clothing, even if she was more sheep than wolf by nature.
In almost three hundred years, she'd only ever met one soul as displaced as she was. They didn't fit in either world and had to carve their own way. Charlie, however, was driven by hatred while Rose was driven by... Well, honestly, looking back at it she's not sure. Survival, perhaps. But was that really living?
She knows what drives her now. Love. Her packmates. The promise of a future in a world where she might actually get to be herself, true and free and happy. ]
I think sometimes I still pretend to be someone I'm not. With the glamour, with how difficult I can be. There's a lot of parts of myself I don't like still, that I want to hide.
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It's tricky. While she'd escaped to the human world because she didn't want to live as someone she wasn't, she also... wasn't really herself there either. She was a wolf in sheep's clothing, even if she was more sheep than wolf by nature.
In almost three hundred years, she'd only ever met one soul as displaced as she was. They didn't fit in either world and had to carve their own way. Charlie, however, was driven by hatred while Rose was driven by... Well, honestly, looking back at it she's not sure. Survival, perhaps. But was that really living?
She knows what drives her now. Love. Her packmates. The promise of a future in a world where she might actually get to be herself, true and free and happy. ]
I think sometimes I still pretend to be someone I'm not. With the glamour, with how difficult I can be. There's a lot of parts of myself I don't like still, that I want to hide.