janus lefevre (
bangitybang) wrote in
xistentia2017-08-12 10:09 am
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2 truths and a lie; daemon: janad
[it's an odd combination of motivations that has janus sharing today. sometimes a mangling of boundaries is a good way of setting them.]
2 TRUTHS AND A LIE
Preferred Alias: Alias hereOne Of These Is A Lie
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- I can deconstruct an Oreo perfectly. I can separate both chocolate halves and the icing into three separate parts.
- I have a tattoo of Disney's Timon and Pumba.
- When I fell out of love the first time, everything changed because I came to understand that nothing changes. I was sad for years. When the sadness started to go, it left in starts and stops. Those moments of relief weren't because I had healed. It was only because I had forgotten for a short time that I had lost him. Every time I remembered, I lost him again. Often this would happen when I was dreaming. My mind tried to make sense of this by making up worlds where I could have what I wanted. But there is no such world. There is this world, and it is good enough.

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i'm not fearless though, i'm scared all the bloody time
but most times of fear give me a stiffy
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Well maybe that's what you had in common. I don't know if that's a useful tendency or not, when it comes to resisting interrogation and such
Is that the only type of thing that allows you to develop an erection?
['stiffy.' honestly, vex.]
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nah, darling, even a breeze could get me up. bit like a human teenager, i suppose.
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[like
bro you seem kind of crazy. but janus is too polite to say so!]
Is there any way I can repay you for liberating me?
Tying you to a chair could certainly count, I just didn't want to assume
[...something. apologizing for being forward with vex seems like a bit of a silly gesture.]
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buy me a drink sometime, or come hunting with me. i like the company.
but also, if you ever get the urge to tie someone to a chair and press your foot against their groin sign me up.
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I will take you up on one or more of these things soon.
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brill ;-)