text; daemon: shebad

[shadowblends]

ACROSTIC DESCRIBE YOURSELF WITH YOUR NAME!
Preferred Alias: Kurt

• Kind
• Unique
• Radiant
• Trustworthy Accurate As Hell, Huh?

[sheba's found that posting things without her owner's permission is amusing, especially when he reacts with sputtering and flushed cheeks.]

i didn't tell you to post this!
why must you have a mind of your own? [a brief pause.]
well, it isn't incorrect, though ...

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[sadico]

I apologize if that made you uncomfortable.

[ He wasn't sorry, and technically Kurt had lost control of himself but Ignacio lied so well. ]

Yes, particularly if it is your first time. Now that you have experienced it there is no need for magical calm.

[shadowblends]

[he's somewhat taken aback by the apology; it's something completely unexpected and honestly, kurt has no idea if ignacio is being sincere or not, so--]

it's okay.
i don't know, though.
another feeding might depend on the situation at the time.

[sadico]

It is entirely at your discretion. It would be pleasant for me as I enjoyed your company, but I believe that feeling should be mutual. If you wish to simply get to know each other better, do let me know.

[shadowblends]

that's okay, though.
i didn't mind telling you again.
and hey, if anyone is reading this, i guess they'll know now, too?

haha thanks
then let's brainstorm some cool codenames for you!

[hasitsthorns]

that's a good way to look at it!

oh oh
my stage name is dj thornz for when i'm mixing
(literally no one calls me that
but i still like it)

[mordacita]

perhaps the daemons have a sense of humour
although i doubt it. i suspect it is faulty wiring instead

sometimes what is embarrassing to you is endearing to others
do you think kavinsky would say you are radiant?

[shadowblends]

i'll think on it. [as true as he can get in this moment.]
but it should be known that i didn't not enjoy your company.
even simply talking like this, we are getting to know each other better and i think that's amazing.

[shadowblends]

i thought so, too!

'dj thorns,' huh? have to admit, it's a unique name.
not quite sure if it's 'codename' material ... [because it sounds like a clubbing name, rosie.]
maybe you should tell me more about your abilities!

[sadico]

English is not my first language but I believe what you just said sounds promising?

I am glad you are enjoying it. Ask me anything, I am happy to speak with you.

[shadowblends]

you're probably right about the faulty wiring ...
but i like to imagine they have personalities of their own!

that's kind of you
although
i'm not quite sure what kavinsky would say about me right now

[shadowblends]

it is! promising, i mean.
english isn't my first language, either. what is yours?

i can ask anything?

[sadico]

Spanish. I am glad to know that is promising!

You may.

[shadowblends]

can't say i've visited that part of europe.

hmmm
what made you decide to become a vampire?
did you get the choice or not so much?

[hasitsthorns]

thornz
the 'z' is important
extra edgy, you know. makes it pop

well i'm a wolf yokai
so i got an awesome nose, vision
also i'm pretty fast?
otherwise, I have some control over ice but it's not like
really that powerful

[sadico]

Is it the best part of Europe. With a name like Kurt, are you from Turkey?

I did not name that decision, I was born a vampire. I remember no life before this.

[mordacita]

oh, is that so?
you cannot guess at all?

[shadowblends]

right now?
he'd probably say something along the lines of how stupid i am for messing up a really important mission
or maybe make an inappropriate joke and act like nothing is wrong

[shadowblends]

since i've never been, i'll have to take your word for it.
not from turkey, no. germany is my homeland, but i was living in america before being brought here.

how interesting! have you ever thought about what it'd be like if you weren't?
or if you had been born a different species?

Private to Kurt

[mordacita]

[ Internal sighing. Why is Kavinsky the way he is?

Poor parenting, too many drugs, and too much rejection, that's why. Rafa knows. That doesn't mean it's not stil very frustrating. ]

yes that sounds very like him
unfortunately there is no one better at ruining what kavinsky wants than kavinsky himself

he would be gentler with you if you liked him less. he is so used to being the one who wants that he does not understand it when someone wants him. he is a difficult boy who wants so badly to be cared for that he misses it when someone does.

i will not ask you to forgive him. not everyone finds him forgiveable, but if you can, then i would ask for your patience with him. i would like to see him happy.

[shadowblends]

edgy?
sounds like something unnecessary, but okay!
dj thornz (with a z!) it is

so-- wolf, keen senses, fast, and ice are what we have to work with.
i think we can brainstorm a few good names with that!
like
'barrage' would be interesting, since you have a jack of all trades thing going on.

private

[shadowblends]

[well, he's effectively been silenced by the lengthy text.

kurt ponders, considers rafa's familial(???) ties with kavinsky then figures if he's going to be anything, truthful would be the best decision.]

surprising though it may sound, i've already forgiven him.
i know kavinsky is self-destructive and that he would be better off if i hadn't admitted to liking him, but understandably so, people don't always react accordingly to such confessions.
it's not like i can assume what he's gone through during his lifetime. if i did that, i wouldn't be a very decent person.

and it would discourage the fact that i'm willing to be patient with him.

this may seem impolite, but what sort of advice would you offer in this situation?
i've handled everything to the best of my own ability up to this point, so maybe it's time to take a different approach.

[sadico]

Guten Tag, my friend.

No, I have not, I am very happy how I am. What about you? Have you ever considered being different than you are now?

[hasitsthorns]

wow
excuse
it is totally necessary
the most necessary
how else will people know how cool I am?

barrage!!
that sounds
hm
I want something more feminine I think?
i'm still a lady, okay

[shadowblends]

you speak german? marvelous!
is that all you know or can you have full-on conversations?

mutant and proud is what we say! mutatis mutandis or "changing only those things which need to be changed" is even our school motto.
i have an item from a friend that makes me look different, though.
very convenient for sneaking missions.

[sadico]

I do. I speak many languages fluently, German being one of them.

[ And as if to prove that point, he texted that entire sentence in German. He continued to do so, as if he thought Kurt would prefer it that way. ]

It is good to hear that, to have pride in what you are. But I understand when a disguise may be necessary, especially around humans. "Sneaking missions" you say? Your school has missions?