text; daemon: shebad

[shadowblends]

ACROSTIC DESCRIBE YOURSELF WITH YOUR NAME!
Preferred Alias: Kurt

• Kind
• Unique
• Radiant
• Trustworthy Accurate As Hell, Huh?

[sheba's found that posting things without her owner's permission is amusing, especially when he reacts with sputtering and flushed cheeks.]

i didn't tell you to post this!
why must you have a mind of your own? [a brief pause.]
well, it isn't incorrect, though ...

Comments

text; conquistad

[sadico]

"Radiant" is not a word I would have chosen.

Perhaps "ravishing" or "robust".

[shadowblends]

it can be used as a synonym for 'ravishing,' so i believe it counts.
i suppose i'm rather robust, too, when i stop and think about it.
but 'radiant' describes a lot about me! my personality, my mannerisms, my eyes--

[and well, he could go on, but that'd be bragging.]

[sadico]

Perhaps. Radiant is a form of magic where I am from, a very distasteful type.

You are certainly not distasteful to me.

[shadowblends]

oh
well, that makes sense.
if you'd rather use 'ravishing,' i won't stop you, i suppose.

i'm not?

[sadico]

Very tasty, in fact.

[shadowblends]

[click! like a light-bulb flicking on.]

you mean the blood, right?

[sadico]

You are not a fan of subtly are you?

[shadowblends]

depends on what we're being subtle about. [ha haha!

he's so (not) excellent at this silver-tongued devil thing right now.]

[sadico]

[ Oh, Kurt... ]

Yes, well.

Those were my suggestions.

text; daemon: apollod

[hasitsthorns]

definitely points for accuracy on your daemon's part
this is cute!!
it definitely describes you well

[shadowblends]

you think so, too?
aw gee uh
thanks a lot, rosie, and i can agree with this being cute!

makes me think that i should have put my last name ...
or my codename might have been fun to figure out!

[hasitsthorns]

you have a codename?!
that's so cool
what is it

[shadowblends]

sure do!
i haven't told you? wow, that's usually one of the first things i say when introducing myself.
it's 'nightcrawler.'

[hasitsthorns]

you might have
i probably forgot
like the space case I can be

but dude!
that's super cool
i want an awesome codename now

[shadowblends]

that's okay, though.
i didn't mind telling you again.
and hey, if anyone is reading this, i guess they'll know now, too?

haha thanks
then let's brainstorm some cool codenames for you!

[hasitsthorns]

that's a good way to look at it!

oh oh
my stage name is dj thornz for when i'm mixing
(literally no one calls me that
but i still like it)

[shadowblends]

i thought so, too!

'dj thorns,' huh? have to admit, it's a unique name.
not quite sure if it's 'codename' material ... [because it sounds like a clubbing name, rosie.]
maybe you should tell me more about your abilities!

text; daemon: kyd

[mordacita]

'radiant' is a nice word. i would be pleased to be described like that

your daemon seems to like you, kurt, perhaps you should not chastise it too much.

[shadowblends]

it is!
you have 'r' in your name, so you could be described as such.

oh, i didn't mean for it to sound like i was too upset.
just somewhat frustrated that my daemon does things i don't want it to.
like, what if it was something super embarrassing? that would have been awful.

[mordacita]

perhaps the daemons have a sense of humour
although i doubt it. i suspect it is faulty wiring instead

sometimes what is embarrassing to you is endearing to others
do you think kavinsky would say you are radiant?

[shadowblends]

you're probably right about the faulty wiring ...
but i like to imagine they have personalities of their own!

that's kind of you
although
i'm not quite sure what kavinsky would say about me right now

[mordacita]

oh, is that so?
you cannot guess at all?

[shadowblends]

right now?
he'd probably say something along the lines of how stupid i am for messing up a really important mission
or maybe make an inappropriate joke and act like nothing is wrong

Private to Kurt

[mordacita]

[ Internal sighing. Why is Kavinsky the way he is?

Poor parenting, too many drugs, and too much rejection, that's why. Rafa knows. That doesn't mean it's not stil very frustrating. ]

yes that sounds very like him
unfortunately there is no one better at ruining what kavinsky wants than kavinsky himself

he would be gentler with you if you liked him less. he is so used to being the one who wants that he does not understand it when someone wants him. he is a difficult boy who wants so badly to be cared for that he misses it when someone does.

i will not ask you to forgive him. not everyone finds him forgiveable, but if you can, then i would ask for your patience with him. i would like to see him happy.

private

[shadowblends]

[well, he's effectively been silenced by the lengthy text.

kurt ponders, considers rafa's familial(???) ties with kavinsky then figures if he's going to be anything, truthful would be the best decision.]

surprising though it may sound, i've already forgiven him.
i know kavinsky is self-destructive and that he would be better off if i hadn't admitted to liking him, but understandably so, people don't always react accordingly to such confessions.
it's not like i can assume what he's gone through during his lifetime. if i did that, i wouldn't be a very decent person.

and it would discourage the fact that i'm willing to be patient with him.

this may seem impolite, but what sort of advice would you offer in this situation?
i've handled everything to the best of my own ability up to this point, so maybe it's time to take a different approach.