DAEMON: Mjölnird

[drapes]

[ this was not a conscious posting. this was mjolnird deciding thor needed to do some socializing, get out there and share some feelings and make some friends and whine about family problems. he will not even be noticing that this was posted until the first comment alerts him. whoopsies. ]

RAINBOW MEME

Preferred Alias: Thor, Son of Odin, God of Thunder, Strongest Avenger

RED - Something about yesterday: I failed in my sworn duty.
ORANGE - Something you do well: War.
YELLOW - Something about your childhood: My brother stabbed me a lot.
GREEN - Something you learned last week: Like me, my brother doesn't perish so easily from stab wounds.
BLUE - Something you can't live without: People.
INDIGO - Something you watch: The stars.
VIOLET - Something you listen to: A minstrel troupe the Midgardians call 'Led Zeppelin'.

Ask Me About My Rainbow

Comments

[dothelokimotion]

And yet, I wasn't the one who was so keen on being a Valkyrie, I stole mother's clothes to pretend to be one.

Well it is a good thing I am no longer a prince of Asgard now, isn't it?

[drapes]

There is no shame to be had in aspiring to a league of legendary warriors. It was mother's battle garb, not as if I was prancing around in her dresses and heels.

[ probably not, anyway. ]

That is besides the point, and yes you are, and don't act like you'd stop doing it now if you still considered yourself one.

[dothelokimotion]

Mother's battle garb didn't have frills on it, Thor.

Honestly, it feels like a civic duty at this point. You still haven't learned how to dodge.

[drapes]

It might have. Mother's always been a fan of those flowy things.

So kind of you to take it upon yourself to become my combat tutor. Now that I'm all grown up and Asgard's finest warrior and all. Where would I be without such charity?

Oh. I know. Not hemorrhaging blood.

[dothelokimotion]

You're welcome.

[drapes]

What's a few pints here and there? Well. Good thing you're fairly bad at stabbing anyway.

[dothelokimotion]

Or maybe I was just bad at killing you.

[drapes]

Definitely bad at that, if that was the goal this whole time. You'd think you'd try something a little different after the first few centuries of it.

[dothelokimotion]

[ A pause. ]

I did.

The results vary, though.

[drapes]

And yet, 1000 years later. Still not dead.

One might even think your heart just isn't in it.

[dothelokimotion]

[ Wasn't it? He doesn't know anymore. Sometimes it feels like his thoughts and desires outpace his heart completely. His regrets never seem to end and he never wants to look back. The truth is, sometimes he just doesn't know why, all he knows is that the idea of going back to what he once was is terrifying. Terrible as he is, he'll still take it over being Odin's stolen relic.

Wouldn't he? ]

Who knows?

[drapes]

[ he'd actually wondered, several times, if they were truly that far gone. he'd thought, maybe, when loki dropped him from the airship. and yet, how many chances has he truly had? how many times could he have cut through thor's throat rather than his gut?

maybe the notion changes as easily as his moods these days, prone to dangerous and sudden whims. one moment loki will throw him from the sky and let him fall to his death, the next, he'll cast himself in front of a monster to save him. perhaps this is how they are now - a mystery to each other. ]

Certainly no one present.

[dothelokimotion]

[ Loki swallows his bitter laugh. All of these stories in the end are merely stories. No one knows Loki. He barely knows himself on a good day. Sentiment. If Thor does not know, then no one does. Laufeyson, Odinson. No one's son. ]

That is probably for the best.

[drapes]

For the best of who?

[ it certainly does thor no service to be so utterly lost to loki's feelings towards him and where they ought to stand. does it really serve loki well? seems exhausting, and deeply lonely. ]

[dothelokimotion]

Surely an answer like that is obvious, Thor.

[drapes]

Well, it's still a stupid answer. But very well, suit yourself.

[dothelokimotion]

I usually do.

[drapes]

One of your many talents, I'm sure.

[dothelokimotion]

And the list keeps getting longer.

[drapes]

Ever the over-achiever.

[dothelokimotion]

Some of us have to work for our achievements.

[drapes]

I remember very clearly being cast down to Midgard, stripped of all Aesir powers, and made to fight a giant metal death machine that shot solar flares from it's face, courtesy of my dearest brother.

Did that not count as work?

[dothelokimotion]

Yes, I rather enjoyed you coming back as a hypocrite. You and Father, who taught me everything I knew, suddenly turn around and decide my actions weren't good enough.

Though I appreciate Odin's honesty on the matter.

[drapes]

[ this sigh he lets out could probably be heard from every corner of the multiverse. this is not and argument he wants to get into, but it's one they've never really finished. or started? thor vaguely understood the offense loki took to it, the points made.

texting through a hammer seems like a dumb way to have this talk, but they have nothing else to do here except that, it seems. so here we go. talking. this is going to go G r e a t. ]

I foolishly went and started a brawl that would've made war. You pointed a laser beam at an entire planet. You have to admit there's some difference there.

Enough for what, though? We'd known the second Odin pulled us from Jötunheimr that he didn't desire any further bloodshed with the frost giants. [ the unsaid part - was it truly for father's approval, or for your own need? ]

[dothelokimotion]

[ Both. Neither. Loki just wanted them gone, wanted that entire race of monsters vanished so he never had to think of it, he would never have to look at himself in the mirror and know. It would have been easier if they were gone. And his plan, as king, was set up well. After all, Loki manipulated it so it could be construed as an act of war, not genocide, it could have worked —

But it did not. The anger simmers. ]

I really do not understand your sudden love for monsters, Thor. Didn't you split their skulls open with your hammer? What does it matter what I do to them?